So much……

There is so much

I want to say

But it's never the time

Or never the place

I need to express

Get it off my chest

Let it out, yell, shout

Laugh, cry, and just ask why

My soul is empty

My heart is cold

Darkness fills my mind

A deep, dark void

Scratching at the edge of my sanity

Pulling me down

Holding me under

So hard to breathe

So hard to stay up

I am not one, I am two

Two intertwined beings,

One who needs to love and be loved

One who hates and spews that hatred around

Which one of me will dominate

Which one will win the battle for my soul?

So much to say

Never the right time

Never the right place